My first counselling session.

I had my first day with my counsellor yesterday. It was okay. It was a relief to get how I felt about everything off my chest. I haven't been sleeping and last night was the first full night of sleep I have has in ages. I do think no matter what your circumstances are -whether you are seeking funding, wheter you have been turned down, or even getting it done privately, it's important to get the emotional baggage sorted. I did have one concern before going that I hate to say was slightly confirmed. Because I wear my insert all the time, I don't think the counsellor found it easy to sympathise. After all, she has heard is all before. People say there is something wrong when really they blow it out of proportion. That is why I have come up with an idea to help her better understand. I shall take in with me my spare silicon insert so she can see the size I have to wear in order to balance my breasts out. I hope that by knowing this, she can help me a lot better. If there is anyone out there who has found they have a difficult time with a counsellor, maybe trying this trick will help. It will be another two weeks before I see her again but I will post up what happens on the blog.